Bittersweet

I was in love before
And then, the hurting began.
I have not loved since.

Life continues so.
Whatever form it must be
But not enough for me.

Hating has its charms
A feeling so bittersweet
A grudge to hold on.

Lying is so simple
It’s telling the truth that’s hard
Caught in a web of one’s lies

Despair often mounts
Dramas are so easily loved
With boredom for life.

Play music of choice!
Feast your senses on excess:
Better than empty.

When the bill does come
No worries for tomorrow
There's always escape.

Freedom’s just a word
A state to want but not reached
A trick of the mind

Prison is still fun
Inmates all for your choosing
When you’re the warden.

Never surrender
Don't give up the lie you've built
Truth is agony.